to my dear friends this is to you

[kanama k.]

Hi my friends I'm leaving you..
A beginning pain that makes me blue
even if you cant tell I'm always crying,
even if you cant tell I'm always judging,
even if you cant tell..
I'm somebody who i never want/wanted to be
but i am that person till the very end.
and i ask you..can you tell me why??
Possibly i don't know maybe my dreams have burned away
lets just watch the ash blow away.
Yet i say such things without remorse.
go ahead hate me.
Why do you even hang with me?
Its like i feel nothing but i really do
its funny how everything works,you put a smile on everybody believes,
you go along with everything and nobody would notice...how different i really am,so different i don't belong.
Not at all.
Wanting to...even these thoughts kill me.
Someone once told me to expect the good not the bad...what is good?
a question to yet to be answered,yet to come.
A falling star hits me on the head.
DANG i didn't get to make a wish........why??
Stop!!stay there!Don't come any closer....my shell it breaking
Wait!?what am i saying?..don't i want this?
It breaks only to see you have a million more to go.
Dear friends I'm leaving you a beginning pain that makes me blue
Even if you cant see,
I'm crying.
Even if you cant see,
I'm calling.
Even if you cant see,
I'm waiting.
even if you cant see,
...maybe if you tried harder,
if you cant tell I'm
dieing.
Can you tell me why?
Why i keep on dieing
Lets watch my ash blow away.
Remember my dreams burned away?.leaving
only the remaining of pain.

[lemonek]

Its very similar to somebody i know, but hey, its very nice.

[stanmarsh]

nice dude keep up the good werk

[spirit]

Ah, very sad... and dramatic...

[salmeria]

really nice and sad....

[meraychan]

it's so sad but it's good!!! keep up d good work!!! ^_^