New Beginning....
"I can't go on!” That was the first thought that crossed my mind after everything. I know I was making mistakes, and finally they all caught up with me. I was thinking about myself all the time and now it hurts, being alone.
Immortality... where was my mind then?! Seeing my only ... only person I ever cared for to die killed everything in side of me... All this power that I have was useless at that moment...
The view that I see now can represent my soul... deserted plain with no trees, or grass... No one is there, no one in sight... For thousand years and thousand more I will think about you... indefinite time... I guess this life is too long to forget about you...
Endless rivers I have cried because of the guilt I felt... I can't see anymore, I don't feel anymore...My heart died and I became stone... stone of time... I'm calling you, but every word I say is taken away from me by the wind...
Time goes by so fast, and I'm still sitting, thinking about you... so beautiful, so gentle.... so dead! Like everything around me...
"Rise UP!!....I want to see your face"... I snapped out... "RISE my son!!!"... such a powerful voice made my heart tremble... "Do I know that voice? It is so distant, so far away, but so gentle to my ears", I thought to myself.... "STAND UP... This world died with you... died with her!! LOOK what you have done with it. 5000 ages I look over you, waiting... It is time to stand up, to gain back what you have lost! You are spirit of Light, keeper of this world, and yet you became it's destroyer... How could you? How could you fall in love with a human, my son?! Open you eyes- I want to see them glow! Guilt is not yours, you don't need to bear it- sooner or later she would die...". I started to cry, felt like my heart was about to explode. "How can you talk to me Father?", I cried, "How can you say all those things to me, when you let her die, after everything I asked from you?! You cursed me with all the powers you gave me... and yet I could not save her! You imprisoned me in this world, gave me emotions, and yet, you made this world dependable on them! You knew once she dies, this world will die! And you didn't save her! You knew everything, and yet, you didn't do anything... I am not you Son- you are at fault for all the pain I feel right now. It is you to blame why this World died... "FATHER"!!! "
edited by Ricecake
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"Whatever happens, happens."-Spike Spiegel;Cowboy Bebop
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05-27-2009
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