i've always lived like i might die in next two days (maybe partly because i'm not huge success in life either , but just cuz i'm trying to get most fun out of everything i could possibly can and never feel disappointed for most things) and thus made me in some ''live like you want (even if your life is materially or socially weak - heck screw it, do what u can with what u have'' kinda guy.
And if the doomed events are coming, be prepared. Or at least do lots of cool stuff so you can end your life like a fucking man! :P
P.S - i ain't bashing you guys, it's just an encouragement.