-If you could go back in time and kill one person, who would it be?
Me: hmmmmm, do i have to kill him?
-what do you mean?
Me: i would go back in time to the day kurt cobain kills himself.
-why would you kill him he already kills himself?
Me: no listen, i would go back to then, and find kurt, then before he shoots himself, shoot him in the leg and just say "knock it off". then come back.
-Thats a pretty good idea.
Me: I thought so.
What does a scanner see? Into the head? Down into the heart? Does it see into me? Into us? Clearly or darkly? I hope it sees clearly because I can't any longer see into myself. I see only murk. I hope for everyone's sake the scanners do better, because if the scanner sees only darkly the way I do, then I'm cursed and cursed again.