[BLOODYANBU]

i think that if i put pain in my body that i all ways have something live for in this painful world of hurt and suffer so i put pins in and out my skin so i can feel something because i don't feel alive if i don't hurt myself 24 hours a day so i know that the pain is the best thing to feel in this world of broken dreams so i lay here in pain all the time in silents and no one knows in my family that i feel this way... so i wiil have bad dreams my love to know one but a one that is hurting the same way i do my puppet