Anime Fuel Community - The One You Wouldn't Expect

No one would miss me
No one would care
No one can see
No one is fair

They'd probably laugh
Maybe even cry
They don't know this half
That wants to die

Cutting is my life
Suicide, my dream
My best friends my knife
Happiness, my fake scheme

My smile is just a fake
To God I prayed
That I would break
That I would fade

I asked God to take my soul
So I could finally get
Just some control
And soon you'd forget

I need not survive
I was not happy or loved
I was never really alive
To the side I was shoved

Ive gotten into some bad things
So you'd notice, so you'd worry
So you'd see my undoing strings
And that my life's going in a hurry

Help no longer comes from
Wishing on the night stars
I feel inside so numb
I wish someone would see the scars

I wish I had someone to talk to
Someone to help, to stay
Someone to get me through
To tell me I was okay

But thats not the case
I'm suffering alone
Soon Ill erase
Would you have known?

Pay attention to the one
That you'd never detect
Her secret may be the gun
I'm the one you'd never expect...