Forgotten Journal

[Lady Earth]

She was 17 when she wondered through the old house that used to be a gorgeous 18th century mansion. Her curiousity always go the best of her but not today. This day she found something that had been forgotten by the person who had hidden it here.

And as she took the old book in her hands and cleaned the dust of yaers on its cover, a story began to unfold under her eyes.

Journal Entry
June 1, 1895
It's sad you know, how I once used to wait endlessly here for you. In this place that I thought so peaceful and quiet. Where everything seemed to stop so that you and I could just be one with the Earth. Where the great Oaks protected us with the shade from the rays of the sun and the eyes of those who thought our love wrong.

However, I no longer seek your warmth. Nor do I pray that you will return and be mine. No..My only wish is that one day after you return and find this journal, you will be able to read why I left you without more than a kiss.

I am not sorry nor will I ever be to have loved you...

[jamjfly]

I liked this one the best. I think I get what the person in the journal said.

[Lady Earth]

Journal Enrty
June 8, 1895

The simplest of things can be quite beautiful when one takes the time to carefully examin them. Today I took my time and slowly walked through the garden my Aunt Julia cares for so much. Roses, Lilies, Violets, and Tulips adorned the place with thier intrecate colors that combine to make a ray of art within this place I've come to call home.

I was finally comvinsed by my aunt to write home and let my family know where I was. I did do as she asked of me...and at the end of the letter I have asked my father to keep any knowledge away from you.

Strange how all this time you had not crossed my mind until I wrote the letter. I have not given you much thought, nor do I shiver when your name of your family's name is mentioned.

It has not been easy...this emotion that you created in my heart, seems to be gone. I am no longer pained by the fact that you and I cannot be. For you see, there is another who has called upon my attention for the past three months.

I can't believe that it's been three months that I bought this Journal in which I now write? I'd always hated this things...and now I can't imagine myself without it. Although it's only been a few days ago that I decided to begin writing on it...

[Lady Earth]

Journal
June 12, 1895
*~*~*~*~*
I can’t believe it! I just can’t! My sister told him where I was and he came…You came looking for me-even after all that happened?!! How care you? How dare you come back into my life?!! Further more, how dare my sister speak to you about me?

I thought you did not want to see me. Are you not betrothed to another?

I can’t allow my anger to take over…I can’t allow these feelings I had thought gone to come back. Not after Anthony had made me so happy. Unlike you, he makes me smile every time he looks at me. He sees things the way I do and never hesitates in speaking his mind. His emerald eye sparkle like diamonds every time he looks at me-I know for I have caught him more than once when he thought I was not looking

Unlike you he did not doubt his love for me and did as his father wanted. I left you without anger or regret. But now...

What shall I do with you?

[jamjfly]

this kinda reminds me of the book Twilight, if you have ever heard of it, I thought it was a really good book.

[Lady Earth]

Yeah I have heard of it. My sister's a big fan of that. She's going to see the movie. I myself am not so called into reading the book or seeing the movie. And I love vampires...

I am also writing a Vampire novel maybe I'll post the firts chapter tomorrow, to see if people like it.


this kinda reminds me of the book Twilight, if you have ever heard of it, I thought it was a really good book.

[jamjfly]

I have a friend who is also writing a vampire book, I think she just finished it, but I'm not sure.

[Lady Earth]

Oh that is awesome!! I am still not done with mine. It will be a series of 12 books.

[jamjfly]

WOW!!!!! I can write but I can't write something that is 12 books long. Damn.

[Lady Earth]

Well if you are into the supernatura, Vampires, Werewolfs, Ghosts, Reincarnation and a long keep Secret Socity. Than this book will be for you. Action, Romance, Adventure, Fantasy, and Sci fi.

[jamjfly]

Damn, you named off everything except for one thing that I like to read, or watch. You are good.

[Lady Earth]

Hehe..WEll thanks. I think I could post the first chapter today and see what people think when I log in later on.

[jamjfly]

I think that would be interesting to read. I think you should post the first chapter.

[Lady Earth]

I'll do so later. Have to go now..But I think that the first chapter will have to be posted in parts since it stoo long!.

[Magicbird]

I really like it. I sorta get it....
Sounds sad :dizzy:

[Lady Earth]

:cute:Glad you like it! And yeah it is kin dof sad, But'll get better or maybe not.:scaried:I really like it. I sorta get it....
Sounds sad :dizzy:

[Lady Earth]

Journal
June 17, 1895
*~*~*~*
Have you ever wondered if there is more to life than what we see? I have an answer for you. I have. I have asked myself that question so many times that now I see the plain simple and accurate answer to that big question.

Do me a favor...

Close your eyes for a while. Clear everything from your mind. Leave all you have ever knwon and will know in a place were it holds no link to you. One you have done so, breath in slowly and deep.

Tell me , can you hear that? Can you hear the peace there is when all thoughts and sorrows are forgotten?

I am asking this because you came to me today. You wanted to dance with me at the ball my aunt Julia is giving. But I shook my head...I cleared all thought from my mind and did not take your hand.

Instead I took the hand of another. The hand of one who brings peace and serenity to me...I wlaked with him in the garden. Took tea with him under the shade of the Oak's. Laughed with him...

All this while you watched from a far. Yes, I saw you...And I did not care.

Tell me, will you now give up, knowing that I no longer yearn for you, for I have come to know peace with another who is not you?

I shall wait and see.

[Ryo_suke]

Well if you are into the supernatura, Vampires, Werewolfs, Ghosts, Reincarnation and a long keep Secret Socity. Than this book will be for you. Action, Romance, Adventure, Fantasy, and Sci fi.

You an author or what? Sorry. First time here.. not sure what's going on... But.. love to read that book u mentioned if it ever exists coz i'm into those.. xD so.. What's the title?

[Lady Earth]

Yes I am an author. The name of the book I am writing is called The Red Zodiac Brotherhood: Succubus Knight
You an author or what? Sorry. First time here.. not sure what's going on... But.. love to read that book u mentioned if it ever exists coz i'm into those.. xD so.. What's the title?

[Rincewind]

Omg seems like i gotta read your book once its out :D

[Lady Earth]

I hope you do! I am woking in a way to pst the first chapter here to see if people like it.Omg seems like i gotta read your book once its out :D

[Lady Earth]

Journal
June 19, 1895
*~*~*~*~
My hands are trembling right now...I can hardly hold the pen I am writing with. My body is burning up, my mind is beginning to fog. My breathing is labored and I have little time to keep on writing...

The fever hit me without warning late this evening. One moment I sat in the Drawing Room listening to Aunt Julia play her piano, the next I was being carried to my room. The Doctor right behind me.

They say I will be fine. That all I need is rest. But how can one be fine when you can feel death so close by? I once asked you to seek peace...I found my peace with somene already...

However, this illness has only made me think of you...

I have failed in my work to forget..or could it be that you are the cause of my illness?

I...

To the reader or listener of this Journal. I am the voice of things gone. You have nothing to worry about. For th eyoung woman writing upon me has just succumed to sleep. For now is best if we let her be. I am more than sure you will hear from her...

[RzXzB]

Lady Earth thank you for this I always like reading what you write keep up the good work

[jamjfly]

This is a really good story, I like it a lot.

[Lady Earth]

Thank you Rz and Jam! I am working on the next instalment for this story.