Tears that I cry

[JessaBaby]

I do not cry because I am hurt
I cry because no one cares that I am hurt
I cry when I am alone
So no one see's
People should not care on my behalf
If the people who gave birth to me do not care then why should anyone else
I can never make people happy no matter how hard I try
I just make them cry
I want to be alone
All alone
I don't want to make them cry
I wish to fall asleep in the dark and never wake
No one knows how much I suffer
To the ones around me I am the face of innocence
But there are places in my heart and in the corners of my mind
That I don't want them to see
And I have hidden from all light
Soon
Soon I will be gone
The darkness will take everything
I will be nothing
Nothing
I will die as nothing
Tears are to be warm
My tears are as cold and dark as the winter night
Tears are to taste like the ocean
My tears taste as vile as blood
Even though they look like water
Will I ever stop crying?
No!
I never will




Okay sorry this is soooo morbid and sad........I wrote this when I first started to write and at that time I had fallen deep into depression. I put this put to show that everyone has a darker side to them and pain is something we all go through. This is not my best work so I don't expect good comments but I felt I needed to show a bit of myself to you guys :)

[Zero Ichi]

its ok, it actually sounds like me when i get down in the dumps, but i clash with myself cause in everyones eyes im optimistic, i dont want them to feel bad, they shouldnt feel bad cause i believe something better will come my way

i guess what im trying to say is my whole life ive been clashing between happiness and, as your poem describes, darkness, but maybe thats why im strong now, able to deal with more than most can even begin to face

thought it would be fair to share myself as well, and i like the poem, cause theres nothing wrong with throwing your emotions onto a piece of paper, its real and unique, something noone can copy completely, i admire your courage

[cherry_23]

wow, your really good.. cnat wait to read more of your poems

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Um I wish I could read and understand that..........But I didn't :P Sorry!

[cutieB]

That was deep and sad but like your other poems i'm sure a lot of people can relate to it. it's really good.

[Gravi Girl]

I look forward to more of your poems. All though you said this one was really morbid and sad, I think this is my favorite.

[Bloodanime]

That's a good poem. That is usually how I feel when I am in the dumps. Of course this is the bit of tone I usually have in my poems too.