Ariya
03-01-2008, 02:03 AM
Little suicide letter I wrote. Tis fake though. I'm not gonna kill myself. No need to worry about Ariya. She was just mad and depressed for a little bit. She's fine now~
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You told me,
it's my fault.
You yelled,
You shouted.
You never listened.
Then you turned around,
And told me you understood.
But how could you?
If you never truly knew who I was?
You mocked me,
For what I was interested in.
Yet you still,
Cease to listen.
You always told me to look to the positive side.
But you didn't know,
How hard that was for me.
You never cared to know,
My side of the story.
You only let your eyes,
Deceive you.
You do all of this and yet.
You asked for me to respect you.
I HATED being a kid!!!
My childhood wasn't being cherished,
Cause of you.
You made me WANT to grow up.
You made me want to live alone.
You never understood...
You never wanted to.
You never tried to help.
Just told me I blame you for everything that's wrong with me.
Well I hope your happy now Mother.
This perfectly imperfect failure of a daughter,
Is gone forever...
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You told me,
it's my fault.
You yelled,
You shouted.
You never listened.
Then you turned around,
And told me you understood.
But how could you?
If you never truly knew who I was?
You mocked me,
For what I was interested in.
Yet you still,
Cease to listen.
You always told me to look to the positive side.
But you didn't know,
How hard that was for me.
You never cared to know,
My side of the story.
You only let your eyes,
Deceive you.
You do all of this and yet.
You asked for me to respect you.
I HATED being a kid!!!
My childhood wasn't being cherished,
Cause of you.
You made me WANT to grow up.
You made me want to live alone.
You never understood...
You never wanted to.
You never tried to help.
Just told me I blame you for everything that's wrong with me.
Well I hope your happy now Mother.
This perfectly imperfect failure of a daughter,
Is gone forever...